Jangan Izinkan Aku Jatuh Cinta Andai Masanya Belum Tiba

Jangan Izinkan Aku Jatuh Cinta Andai Masanya Belum Tiba

Ya Allah,
Andai masanya belum tiba,
Jangan izinkan aku untuk jatuh cinta,
Aku memohon agar Kau tunjukkan jalan,
Agar Kau tunjukkan aku tuntutun yang perlu aku lakukan,
Jauhkanlah aku daripada kemaksiatan,
Jauhkanlah aku daripada perkara yang tidak dapat memberi manfaat,
Dan jauhkan aku daripada perkara yang Engkau murkai,
Agar aku dapat menjaga diri.


Ya Allah,
Jika aku jatuh cinta,
Izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya tertaut pada-Mu,
Jadikanlah aku yang mencintainya kerana agama yang ada padanya,
Jika dia hilangkan agama yang ada dalam dirinya,
Maka hilanglah cintaku padanya,
Sesungguhnya, cinta yang suci itu tidak buta. 


Ya Allah,
Dan jika dia mencintai aku,
Biarkanlah dia mencintai aku kerana agama itu juga,
Asalkan dia tidak lebihkan cinta kepadaku melebihi cinta kepadaMu,
Supaya cinta itu bersemi di lembayung keredhaan-Mu,
Kerna dari situ lahirlah rahmah dan mawaddah dalam rumahtangga. 


Ya Allah,
Jika ini bukan masanya,
Jika ini belum saatnya,
Dan jika Kau tahu kami belum bersedia,
Selamatkan kami,
Jarakkan kami,
Pisahkan kami,
Agar kami jauh dari khilaf yang merosak izzah dan iffah,
Agar kami tak mengundang murka-MU,
Agar kami dapat lebih menjaga hati,
Agar hati menjadi yang diredhai ilahi 


Ya Allah,
Andai dia bukan untuk ku,
Andai dia bukan jodohku,
Maka berilah ganti yang lebih baik buatnya,
Berikanlah dia insan yang benar benar terbaik buat kehidupannya,
Insan yang benar-benar mampu memimpinnya ke syurga-Mu,
Dan bantulah aku untuk memperbaiki diriku,
Agar aku kukuh dalam mencari cinta-Mu.


Ameen Ya Rabbal Alameen....


P/S: I've just found out that he left me because he has someone else that he's waiting for his love for so long... Happy for him as to hear that he's happy with his love... I miss him and I love him, Iskandar Shahrizal Bin Shaharudin... May Allah S.W.T bless you always with your love.. =') 
*suddenly feel happy sad mode even it hurts* =') ='(

I'll wait for you till the end of my life

Love the people who treat you right & pray for those who dont.

it's been long I never update my blog as I'm quite busy with my schedules... too much suffering, sickness & sadness appear in my life....even I do look weak but you'll never see how I'm facing it....the situation.. unexpected things happen in my life.... I assume that everything is gonna be fine even it hurts a lot...I wish I could turn back time but I couldn't... time pass by so fast even I misscount the days...

the most happiest moment appears in my life when he exist in my life but unfortunately it was just temporary... He's the nice person, happy, busy,energetic, anger sweet person I've met... He gave me strength even he dislikes me... I miss him.. I miss his smile, I miss his laugh, I miss his anger, I miss his voice, I miss everything about him.. I miss the way he gave opinions, I miss everything, I miss he hates me.. I don't know why I felt this but I miss everything about him and for your information I'm truthly, honestly, deeply fall in love with him....

the saddest part when he assume that I look childish (maybe bcuz my face look cute..hahaha...) instead I never was to be like that as we rarely meet, rarely we talk, rarely going out together as everyone busy with work and studies.... one day, without no news, he suddenly missing in action dissappear from my life.... I'm really sad for what he did.....but whatever it is I will wait for him till the end of my life even we're friends as for now he don't want to be friends with me even don't want to talk to me or keep in touch.. he ignores and push me away from his life.... he block me from everything... I'm quite suprise and shock for what he did...I try to contact but he block me and fitnah me as psycho... salah ke for perempuan nk luahkan perasaan...I'm not psycho...I try to be good with him but he text me with harsh words and demotivated me saying something that hurt my heart...I only can be patient, sad and think what makes him to do that to me...the fact is since he become more "senang", he act more snobbish and ego with me and denies everything about me like we never meet never ada kaitan...I understands him, I know his background,...ble susah die cr org tp ble senang, trs ignore... org busy2 pun ada juga masa tp xmcm dia...sngnya jd lelaki bleh lupakan org mcm tu je dgn xde perasaan... & now it almost 4 months...... I really2 miss him....I don't know how long I can live in this world cuz my time is getting short....my last wish is to spend time with him and his friends together before I'm gone...and I don't know I'm able to fulfill my wish as my time is getting shorter....

no matter what circumstances, I'll wait for him.....no one can ever replace him in my heart....

even if he has someone else, I'll always pray for him with his partner to be happy...

I've decided  that after I graduate my degree, I'll work part time & do permanent work....to help my family...and on same time I'll wait for him no matter what circumstances....bcuz I really2 love him... maybe today I'm weak but one day I'll arise to become more better than him...

I know he hates me so much as how much I hate him too for what he have done....but I miss him & I love him... easy for him to forget but it's not easy for me to forget him but the more I busy myself to forget him, the more I love him and miss him.... only God knows how I feel... maybe there's hikmah disebalik kejadian...I accept it but I couldn't forget and I'll always remember him till the end....

P/s: Dear my Prince I.S.S, I want you to know that how much I miss you and I really2 love you deeply, my dear Prince Iskandar Shahrizal Bin Shaharudin. I'll wait for you till the end of my life...

From, Noor Syafiqah Binti Mohamed Azahar

2 Sebab Kegagalan Usahawan Internet Malaysia

Nak tahu 2 sebab utama kegagalan usahawan internet Malaysia?

Perniagaan internet marketing Malaysia telah menjana belian sebanyak RM1.8 Billion (bukan juta, tapi billion!) untuk tahun 2010 dan ramai usahawan internet Malaysia telah menjana pendapatan mewah melalui bisnes internet mereka.

http://www.dominasiinternet.com/hop.php?ref=donfiq88
(lihat link diatas untuk bukti)

Namun begitu, untuk setiap seorang usahawan internet yang sukses, terdapat lebih banyak lagi usahawan yang gagal menjana satu sen pun dari internet.

Pelik kenapa terdapat percanggahan seperti ini bukan?

Sebenarnya, sebab kegagalan utama ialah kerana ramai orang langsung tidak "TAKE ACTION" kepada ilmu yang mereka ada untuk memulakan bisnes mereka.

Golongan ini biasanya "cerdik" ilmu perniagaan internet, tetapi tidak memahami bahawa ilmu itu tidak berguna jika tidak dipraktikkan langsung.


Kerana asyik menyertai seminar sana sini, membeli ebook itu dan ini, melompat lompat setiap minggu dalam membuat teknik marketing-akhirnya usaha mereka untuk menjadi usahawan internet gagal begitu sahaja.

TETAPI- Persoalannya cepumas; kenapa orang yang "TAKE ACTION" pun masih gagal menjana wang di industri IM tempatan?

Baca pandangan Suthan M dilink ini mengenai sebab kegagalan usahawan internet Malaysia.

http://www.dominasiinternet.com/hop.php?ref=donfiq88

Saya berharap pembacaan di atas membantu anda memahami industri IM tempatan dengan lebih bermakna!


Ikhlas,
Fiqah Azahar

Wedding, Rembau & PD (ex-Victorians 2005)

That's all from me peeps.. daaaaa....~~~

BAD MOOD

(P/s: There's a reason why I'm being so freaking (rude, bad, emo, ignore, anger & etc ~>> people's perception). Each of my actions has my own reasons which it looks so bad but instead I'm not that kind of person.
I'm tired of being force by others which courage me to become NOT of ME.. I'm tired of being nice to people because they tend to be FAKE at me. So, don't ever think that you are so NICE INNOCENT and saying you never LIED to people.... YES, everyone is NICE but DIFFERENT people have their OWN PERSONALITIES. The FACT is sometimes people LIE for reasons... It's the weirdest thing I heard if people said they never LIED... SO, if you DON'T want to LIE, TELL directly HONESTLY with your own ways...)*sumber dr internet yer..